Something Is Up

I can feel it. The other day, I got Emily some music downloaded to her ipod. She's a music lover and that's fine of course. Since then, I have been seeing something brewing in her eyes. I'm not afraid, but at the same time I'm feeling like the Holy Spirit is saying to brace ourselves. We had company all weekend. Rosy and Connie came Thursday and left Monday morning. It's almost 2am on Tuesday morning, so I can't say this morning really. Anyway, Emily has been hanging with them all weekend and I thought doing well. She has been reading and just hanging out today. Tonight we went to Monika's for bible study and Jenna came home with is for the night. Emily has been easily irritated. During the middle of a conversation at monikas, she started asking to stop by Walmart on the way home for some headphones. I told her no and I know she didn't like it. She asked several times. Tonight she was journaling. I followed her when she got up to take her journal to her room. She was getting all her notes from people from the hospital out and putting them in the journal. I talked with her a few minutes and voiced my concerns. She assures me she's ok. I went back later to read the journal entry and it is all about how she suffers and cries for so many people. I talked with David some and will sit down with her tomorrow about it all and we shall see where it all goes. I was putting together the fact that her look changed when she got her music and David thinks that's because she's listening to music that is bringing up memories. I bet he's right.