We got some stuff hammered out last night. We went to hang out with Monika and Jenna. Well, Jenna spent the night with us and hung out all day. Monika bought Taco Bell. It was fun. After dinner, we hung at their house until pretty late. Monika and I went in her room to chat some and Josh was watching TV. About time to go, we came out and the girls were outside lying on the driveway looking at the stars. Emily was obviously (to me) crying. Monika and Jenna went inside and Emily and I talked for a while. She was explaining that she felt really sad and that there weren't really bad thoughts, she was just sad. She had a little cry and we talked some more. I told her how proud I was that she chose to cry and talk rather than cut and internalize. Progress. Definitely good progress. She had an appointment with Lana today and that went well, also. She is doing really good!
On a completely different note, a girl from school called me today to tell me about a revelation God gave her for/about me. I wanted to type it out somewhere so I have it and don't forget. She said she was lying on the couch snoozing/watching TV. In her vision, she saw me at a table with beautiful fabrics - fabrics that you don't see here in the colors of Heaven. She said the lace on the fabrics wasn't even laces like we see here. Really beautiful stuff. And I was working with it. There was an angel with me giving me direct instructions about what to do with the fabrics and how to do it. She said it was difficult work, but it was a ministry and it had to do with women and girls. Like adolescents age girls. She said that David was in the vision also, but he wasn't involved in what I was doing. She said that he tried to pull something alongside what I was doing and it wasn't successful, so it went away. She said she needed to just tell me what she saw like she saw it. She said whatever my ministry is, we will be prosperous through this. It would earn/make a lot of income for our family. It would be like a job for me, but a ministry. She prayed with me against whatever hindrances could come against it manifesting, and that it would manifest quickly.
I can totally see what she meant by David doing that. It's nothing bad about my husband...I adore him, but he tends to be a little jealous when something comes up that is for me that doesn't include him. He deals with it, but it's hard on him. I understand because I do the same with him. When I told him about the vision, I didn't tell him about his part. He had a hard time with just what I told him because he said it's hard not to feel jealous. And I really, truly understand.
I have no idea what she is talking about. I do know that when I first started school, I went to a ladies' meeting at church and God showed me a vision of myself speaking to about 100 women in the youth room at our church. I kinda' thought that was a bit ridiculous, even though I knew it was from God and was very real.
I know this girl well, and trust the Holy Spirit in her. I believe that what she told me will be confirmed as time goes on. I don't know how or when, but I'll be on the lookout for that confirmation. I know it'd be great if it would come soon because we are going to either need something to put our hands to that is lucrative, or another financial miracle very soon. We aren't going to have the funds to make it through the summer and we are not in a position for me to go to work with Emily and Joshua here. We might make it work with just Josh, but not with Emily. She cannot be left alone. It sure would be easy to go work at Walmart or back at Albertson's, though.
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